123. Voices

2009-08-23T16:41:00.001+08:00

闲暇的星期天下午，
像以往一样听着那几首喜欢的歌曲，
陈绮贞, 五月天, Oasis, Coldplay,
优游自在的沉浸沉默沉淀。
没有定格人格，统统暂时丢掉。

听不完的歌，带不走。
唱不完的歌，不带走。
隐约的留西下来的就那句
Jai Guru Deva Om
Nothing gonna change my world
Nothing gonna change my world。
送给自己。

现在倒数计时
向激励激昂的声音们
一步一步前进。

飞飞~

2009-06-23T04:04:00.002+08:00

头长起了翅膀，

送我到苏黎世去，

没干嘛。

头飞速的抵达布宜诺斯艾利斯。

也没干嘛。

翅膀耗尽力量，

变成曲速引擎到了宇宙的末端。

最后什么也没做。

哎呀，靠身体一步一步慢慢来吧。

潜意识说：

2009-06-11T03:43:00.003+08:00

对肤浅有浅见还是看不见？

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

曾听过

“孤单也是一种奢侈品” ,

可是我觉得并不代表未来

是否会昂贵的不得了。

就那样。

2009-05-04T01:18:00.003+08:00

生活并不枯燥乏味，

也不精彩缤纷。

只是高分贝般平静，

人过分的颓废罢了。

就那样浸在时间河流上，

任由它风化侵蚀。

原来什么都不做也能累死人。

乱想症复发。

2009-03-10T03:17:00.003+08:00

8am

Ban Ban.. Ban Ban.. Ban Ban..

列车擦过铁道的声音

是所有乘客迎向开始

心脏共同跳动的声音

Bombing in Bugis?

2009-02-21T17:40:00.005+08:00

I received this SMS about there will be terrorist bombing in Bugis area this few days,
and to spread the message around to friends. I never forward it to anyone else.

I wondered could this chained SMS be a hoax? Who is the one who started all this messaging?

I wondered why terrorist choose to bomb BUGIS other than the fact there is a huge crowds in the weekends? And could it be as simple as that? or there's a greater conspiracy behind it?

I wondered how well can our emergencies plan executed in before and after such tragedy are to happen? Is it going to be another Singapore Flyover incident?

How much of a damages will be inflicted by such events? How much will it be psychologically, economically altering for an Island Nation in the foreseeable future? And reputation wise?

And lastly, could it be another 7/7/2005 London bombings in the making? Or Yishun MRT bombing plot?

It's 50:50

I hope it is the latter one.

For now it is better for us to be vigilant.

prove it.

2009-02-02T02:11:00.003+08:00

How much you worth ,I worth?

Let's not find out the amount.

Let's prove it.

蚊子。

2009-01-30T00:03:00.002+08:00

蚊子绝对是学习的典范。

它耐心的等待良机，

然后非常积极地向目标前进，

吸血，繁衍后代。

它也告诉我们，

一时贪婪，

也许也是最后一次。

4/4/2009

2009-01-29T01:36:00.006+08:00

陈绮贞《太阳》演唱会

4/4/2009 @ 新加坡室内体育馆。

------------------------------------------------------------

想去
好吧，就一个人去。
当天不顾面子的被感动，
哭个痛快吧。

情况不乐观。

2009-01-29T01:06:00.002+08:00

时间在不经意的时候，加速。
现在以被人工智能控制。
不能减速。

很高兴

2009-01-20T23:59:00.004+08:00

今天总算把两个重大的project，完成，复印，交上。
一个忙了四个月，另一个忙了一个月。
它们是重叠在我身上的。
把我不健康的日常作息，几近物极必反。

很高兴它们失败了。

今天，杂货店老板娘，像往常关心起我的学业。
“就快毕业到社会工作了，有什么打算？”
两秒里经历了头脑放电的新高潮。
面对“社会”与“打算”，
心理不想说，就交给了大脑。
大脑从累积谎言的档案中，寻找最佳答案了事。

很高兴在艳阳天下，找到影子避难。

慢了半拍才晓得。

2009-01-18T02:05:00.004+08:00

当国家元首，

百万富翁，

医生护士，

好学生坏学生，

连环杀人凶手，

战争中的屠夫，

不管是谁，

都是为了满足自重感。

只是方法各异而已。

新结论。

2009-01-16T01:03:00.001+08:00

是谁的花样年华，迷失在夜晚的迷宫？

冰水。

2009-01-15T00:27:00.003+08:00

其实希望话题能多一点，

不泼人冰水。

其实希望氧气瓶少一点，

独立多一点。

其实希望能停下脚步，

喝咖啡，吃烤面包。

其实希望能大口的享受

日出的第一口空气，

拥抱温暖的阳光。

其实希望没有昨天，明天，

才能在快速的生活节奏中，

慢一点，天马行空。

Wanna

2009-01-14T03:00:00.001+08:00

就是有这股莫名的冲动

想成为

Folk Music 的一部分。

-Ha ha I think.

2009-01-08T00:25:00.002+08:00

It's time for me to return them a favor.

Have been treating my friends recently like slaves.

I'm more than glad to see them smile.

Smiles are my estacy.

你。

2009-01-06T22:55:00.002+08:00

也许你只是我生命中的幻影。

但在结束之前，

你的笑容将会成为投影。

Life worth?

2009-01-05T02:52:00.006+08:00

How much does a life/ a bunch of life worth?

If we are to compare life with bombs: home made, suicide, nuclear bomb.

If we are to compare it with bullets: armor piecing, hollow point, 7.62x39mm.

Well, i guess life worth nothing, even shit itself can be use as fertiliser.

What matters most are the lost of infinite possibilities.

From the dead.

^Wings^

2009-01-05T02:42:00.002+08:00

To fly high , we have to dream

dream gives us wings.

But do we have to dream to get wings?

Drink red bull will give us wings to fly high!

But do we need wings to fly high?

no. I need an air ticket.

60%, 20%, 60% ,2008

2008-12-31T22:12:00.008+08:00

I made a few promise to myself and i manage to fufilled 60% , achieve moderate success for 20% and terribly flucked the rest.

60%:
1. Manage to keep my GPA above 3.5 limit in sem 1.
2. Manage to fight back for my result despite initiate set backs.
3. Watched 5 ++ movie in a month.
4. Went to a few restaurant that I never even dare to venture before.
5. Manage to lower down my "complaining" tendencies.
6. Establish a facebook account.
7. Currently manage to keep my results above the 80 limit.
8. Drank alcohol.

20%
1. Some what better anger management.
2. Some what better physical attributes than before.
3. Some what able to make calls to agencies and authorities.

60% flunked:
1. Couldn't deliver my words efficiently.
2. Interpersonal relationship as bad as ever.
3. More isolated than ever.
4. Topics for conversation are as dry and narrow as ever.
5. Think too much and think too little.
6. Unable to establish trust from people.
7. Still a miser who wants to have 7 wifes, and still single and available.

For 2008, I never truely felt happy.
I want friends who can introduce me to new stuffs and more than willing to exchange new ideas with me .
I want TO CONVINCE.
I want someone who can share my happiness and success.
And lastly I want a birthday cake.
They mean a lot to me.

I guess i have terribly wasted my last year in poly before going NS.

FUCK.

-Working man -_-

2008-12-30T01:33:00.004+08:00

As a matter of fact, I'm more then willing to
help people to solve their questions with bits and pieces of my incoherent knowledge.

But don't ask it last minute...

And please don't give me the "fuck lah" look if I refuse to

And please do not treat me as a nerd or something...

And approach me because there is something to be done...

I'm no "working man"...

I enjoy mental stimulations and playing too...

Looks like this new year eve is going to be as usual...

/ equilibrium -

2008-12-28T02:12:00.003+08:00

I know where I am now.

I'm somewhere in the middle.

So I'm no where near equilibrium.

That's a difficult situation.

~ Alamak!

2008-12-27T01:17:00.002+08:00

Erh, hmm

The automobile makers are stress
The bankers are stress
The policy makers are stress
The grey, blue, white collars are stress
The students are stress
The loving couples are stress
The charity organisation are stress
The pirates are going to feel the stresses

YES YES YES, the world is going to be crushed by STRESS SOON!!!
Our mind is going to distort by STRESS any sooner!!!

SO why bother being masochistic and inflict yourself with STRESS?

Ya, you you you you and you.

Alamak!!

I'm stress by stress literally.

- Element

2008-12-26T02:12:00.003+08:00

hmm

There's a differences between "I want" and " I need".

But I can't differentiate "I want" and " I need" verbally.

But i'm certain I want this element: " I love".

However I guess I need " I miss" too.

hmm

I guess I see the differences now.

- the phrase

2008-12-26T01:21:00.002+08:00

This past few days kept me rather busy.

Monday: 1st task is to complete my remaining fyp feild work, after that went SLA burrow equipment.

Tuesday: Using the burrow equipment to conduct the last task for fyp, met with a lot of trouble. Basically the whole tuesday afternoon was wasted. Every one were frustrated with the progress, then jeff was the 1st to respond positively to the situation, and called for an appointment to reconfigure the equipment.

Christmas eve: We went for the appointment at bishan GPS land at 0900 to reconfigure the machine and ourself for 90 minutes. The weather was bad and we ended up playing facebook before the weather allow us to conduct our last task at 1230, till 1630. In between there's a 15 break where jeff mentioned to me about " courage obtains happiness".

At 1640 met jackson to go Kublai khan. With high hopes and anticipation, we fall flat to ground.
Although the place was virtually full, the food is ok only. It's not worth to pay $35++ for the buffet. 3/5.

Christmas: Was planning to slack and rot at home when zhi yan and chee ask dinner outing at cityhall area. We read the menus from Billy Bombers, MOF, cafe cartel, we consider seoul garden ,sakue sushi, 莆田. Eventually we settle down at Asian cafe ( cannot remember the actual name). Quantity is great, quality is good, price is very cheap. 4/5. It will not be the last time i'll go there. It couldn't be even more perfect if we are able to get our christmas gifts. lol

26/12/2008: To conclude, previous 4 days is equivalent to my typical 10 days. I have met many people with great ideas and capabilities. We have completed all our feild work despite the bad weather. I have tasted good & bad food with my friends despite I'm almost on the blink of bankruptcy.

Yes, i have suffered some disappointments but I can proudly say that i have enjoyed, and i'm happy.

9 more hours before work commences.

- Shit -

2008-12-15T23:52:00.003+08:00

whether intentionally or sub consciously,
I have taken too much advantages from my close ones.
making use of them to keep myself from what I deem as
"unwanted situation".

I made them my Kevlar.

I have been dodging too much. Too evasive.

holy shit.

-Oh ~~

2008-12-12T01:41:00.003+08:00

this week is pretty intensive.
The final year project is pretty tough, especially at this stage of time,
when monsoon season arrives.

Well, currently everything is progressing at a reasonable pace despite suffering a few set backs.
Millions of thanks to both jeff and melvin for handling their respective responsibility well, and have taken every initiative to make things run more smoothly.

I'm not satisfy of my performances as a team player. I suppose there's a need for me to realize that just how mediocre I am for the whole week.

1st: Again my indecisiveness.
2nd: Always the last to get to know the situation.
3rd: NOT SERIOUS, and try to joke my way through.

Oh, it's pretty jia lat issin't it?
I guess there is more for me to do inorder to be valuable asset to the team.
I have to be serious.

serious.

- Said -

2008-12-11T02:04:00.001+08:00

you said "i'm happy"

or you just said "Unhappy"?

12

2008-11-24T01:34:00.002+08:00

那未崩坏，
背着满满梦想的背包，
出现了混沌的大洞。

12岁好遥远。

T.I.R.E.D

2008-11-21T00:47:00.003+08:00

I want a 3month holiday...
So tired of careless mistakes
So tired of my non-sequential thoughts
So tired of my impulsiveness
So tired of those fakers
So tired of listening
So tired of talking
So tired of misinterpretation
So tired of my decision
And super tired of a busy Holiday...

I want rest,I want change
I want to get out of those 'tired's.

but I'm tired.
So tired of my contradiction.

to final year project-

2008-11-05T23:39:00.003+08:00

"The road ahead will be long, our climb will be steep, but teammates, I have never been more hopeful than I am this year that we will get there."

Congratulate Barack Obama for making history in USA.

"The road ahead will be long, our climb will be steep. We may not get there in one year, or even in one term, but America I have never been more hopeful than I am tonight that we will get there."

Quoted from Barack Obama, victory speech in Chicago

Not Cool~~

2008-11-03T01:53:00.007+08:00

1. blast your music in the public

2. 'Fuck you' and 'CCB'ed someone in public

3. workshipped middle finger theory

4. Run into someone you know and pretended you don't know.

5. Wear jean, but accompany with slippers/sandals.

6. Compromise compromise compromise....... too much will result in lost.

7. Point fingers but know nuts.

8. Skipping meals work--> get complimented" oh dear, you are so hardworking", then complained about gastris pain, is this what you want?

9. Complained but do nothing.

10. Do nothing but complain

11. Followed fashion trends that makes yourself less presentable or uglier.

12. "We want change" then followed by "lipstick on a pig".

13. "your dreams are so silly"

14. Emoing then"i think i should have something less silly"

15. to send kids for lessons, and then send them to some other lessons when nothing great happen in 1month.

16. Give assessment book as birthday present for kid ,and more of them if they hate it.

17. Then blame their kids for not doing well, and more books later on..

18. deprived kids from their smile by throwing what they love from 10 storey high. It's not any left over dishes.

19. %^$^#%@DYYUTVW#....

I Wanna

2008-10-29T01:16:00.005+08:00

1. live for another 200 years
2. get a girl friend who can live for another 200 years
3. all my friends to live for another 200 years
4. to listen to music for another 200 years
5. to enjoy soccer for another 200 years
6. travel to mars within the next 200 years
7. Earn trillions of dollars for 200 years
8. witness Halley's Comet 2 times in 200 years
9. stay Youthful for another 200 years
10. slip into the realm of immortality after 200 years

or

drop dead for something that really means a lot in 70 years.

-Dreams-

2008-10-29T01:13:00.003+08:00

X has a dream.
X has it all.

Y has a lot dreams
Y has non of it.

- - - - -

2008-10-22T23:05:00.002+08:00

"to solve a problem, you must know what the problem is"

How true and how drag it is.

What if.

2008-10-22T00:56:00.003+08:00

what if there is no what if?

Human wouldn't even exist.

Suicide.

2008-10-21T00:02:00.005+08:00

Something ramdom for the day. It just ramdomly popped up somewhere up there.

Ya.

There are all kinds of suicide. Such as
1. Poisoning yrself with Carbon Monocide in car, like oil price is damn cheap like that...
2. Swallow tons of sleeping pill, like eatting tic tac...
3. Jump into MRT track like people no need to go for work and school...
4. Get yourself a volunteer to butchered you as though as there is mad cow disease...
5. Those ask friends to suicide together de, think that they are very romantic ah? (you die, i die)

zzzzzz

6. I am particularly interested in " if you come over,i will jump!!" type of suicide.
What's going on in their mind? Sitting on the parapets, waiting for people to come and stop he/she, but still 'ai mai ai mai' ( means hesitate), want jump don't want jump. Think that you are acting drama ah? wth.

-----
ya, this is the problem now... If you happen to stumble upon those who has suicidal thoughts, give them more attention... I guess all they need is love.

It's better to give them warm now, like you are some saints, then to let tears waste more paper later on....

I am no Psychologist.

to be poorer than poor, is to be deprive of love

Talk = Chores.

2008-10-17T01:23:00.004+08:00

Yes, somehow i find normal conversation can be too much for me.

The reason are simple:

1.
While I'm talking about something, my head is divided into different factions. Basically means that each factions are making decision for me, and wants me to fulfill the decisions simultaneously. As a result, it's difficult for me to try to say what i want to say. When I'm get overloaded, I'm muted temporarily.

2.
Notice when you talk to me face to face, the moment I lost eye contact, it means that i lost focus. So don't be fooled by my 'Oh I see' look, accompanied by the involuntary smiles and noddings.

Inconlusion, i have spent a quite a fair bit of quality time being BLANK in a conversation.

lol

~See That~

2008-10-14T00:59:00.004+08:00

I have conversation with one of my FYP teammates, who suffers post holiday blues, and feels pessimistic of his future.

It's something like that lah:

M: sian sia, i really don't like the feeling of school reopening.

L : why leh? good wat? no need rot at home.

M: 4 more months to endure, a lot of things to do somemore...

L: wah lao, beginning of school must feel POSITIVE............ ( i begin my preaching, but cannot remember the detail liao)

then he suddenly pops up with this: Wei Liang, how come you are like suddenly so knowledgable?

L: you see, this morning i fell into MRT track and unfortunately got my head crashed, so now you see that? I have got a Brilliant Halo!

M:wtf.

*@$Y*&@^$*%^$56....

School reopening...

2008-10-13T01:21:00.004+08:00

Open or close,lol, it doesn't even make a significant differences at all...

Open = go back school.
Close = go back school less often.

Conclusion: Close or Open = go back school.

lol

----
This are what i going to do in my last semester in SP,

Final Year Project(FYP): Yeah we have finish 25% of what we suppose to do!!.... yeah, 25%. we devoted our time for FYP during the holidays. In actual, we are supposed to do more then that, pointed out by our lecturer in charge. Good news is we are gathering momentum in our project, and i see my teammates desire to fare well in this project. It's tough, because it is psychically demanding, it's tough because time allocation for FYP in next sem is not going to be easy,it's even harder as we have more work to complete. However, i believe that we are able to tackle those problems. The reason is i have 2 reliable teammates who are more than willing to give their best in the project.
My grades: I need to push my GPA from 3.508 to 3.63+++, so that i can graduate without regrets.
My body: NAFTA test is approaching faster than i expected... GG liao, see what i can do in 1 month loh.

lol

My horns are so Green...

2008-10-07T23:38:00.002+08:00

Tormenting!

Being in a position i don't want is just horrible!

Reason being:

I wasn't able to fulfill my responsibility well ( my perception).
Speaking English makes the other party feels sad for me.
MOST importantly no one knows what i'm talking about!

I never like challenges unless it aroused my sense of curiosity(which is very impaired somehow).

This job is just tremendous for someone who preferred rot to death at home..

All thanks to the 2 leader who assigned me the leader job.

T#*&%^#*&^... Bo bian, learn loh.

纸飞机。

2008-09-22T02:32:00.001+08:00

他折了纸飞机，
载他飞越群山耸立的地形
与浩瀚的大海，
也穿越了世界最凶险的暴风圈。
飞往梦想地图的各个角落。

你的呢？
我的呢？

听一听。

2008-09-21T02:21:00.003+08:00

时不时打开收音机。
听一听你的心跳。

你听到了什么？

Thanks and sorry ~

2008-07-18T00:08:00.005+08:00

Some what i just feel that I'm a very blissful person.
Some how most of the time,people will just approached me whether I'm in need of help or not.
Many give me valuable advices on how things can be done, and what improvement can be made.
While some assisted me throughout the get out of the undesirable situations.

Those are the people that give me new insight the word ' Innovation' . In addition, they exposed me to new methods of problem solving and ways of handling thing much more effectively. Thanks those who offer me knowledge and assistance.

But some how i just feel so guilty. Yes i learned a lot, but i have yet to fully apply what i have learnt. Well, apparently some of those generosity have being put into waste.

Sorry all.

Greatest Fear.

2008-07-13T23:37:00.001+08:00

70亿人口的天空下，
1个人。

路

2008-06-01T01:17:00.003+08:00

时间紧紧的跟在身后。

不确定为你带路。

渐渐静下来的脚步声，
伴随着你。

诚实，挑拨离间。

2008-05-31T00:51:00.002+08:00

只在一线之间，

说错了，一切就无法倒退。

说对了，一切也无法挽回。

就继续说着相同的台词:

对不起,

在度徘徊, 重复.

BPL and Champion League CHAMPION!!!

2008-05-22T05:50:00.003+08:00

MANCHESTER UNITED HAS MADE HISTORY AGAIN!!!!!

HOW I WISH I'M AT MOSCOW NOW!!!!

alright, it's 0553 now, sleep

谢谢 ,Thank you

2008-05-19T02:16:00.006+08:00

Thank you 智延兄 for lending me his Minolta Camera.

Thank you 思咏 for lending me his Fujifilm Camera.

Thank you Miss 3.2/小黑2号 , you are always with me, where ever I go, for the 1& half years.

________________________________________________________

~~~ Title: Where are you looking at? ~~~

~~~~ Collaboration ： Miss 3.2/小黑2号 & wei liang's shaky pair of hands. ~~~~~

______________________________________________________________________

我不会说话，

让你说。

谢谢你们。

Tutorial 1 --> Interior

2008-05-14T14:21:00.007+08:00

Title ---> Inner Sun

Technique use ---> Fill the frame

Description --->

There are a few ocassionals I actually pass by Fu Hai temple, and offen find myself looking at the siluotte of the 3 storey tall (estimated) Guan Ying Statue. This time round i decide to snap it for my interior shot, simply because the statue is being lit up ( perhaps for some ceremony). Yes, it's being lit up.

Title :Dampen

Technique use ---> Fill the frame

sun seems to follow me either for a short while, or not at all whenever I'm want to take day shots. It was drizzling when i took this picture, it sort of represented my mood at the moment.

Tutorial 1--> Exterior

2008-05-12T22:57:00.012+08:00

Title --> Corner.
Technique --> Triangular + Fill the Frame

Description -->

I took this picture at morning where the sunlight is less intense. It shone gentlely onto the eastern side of the St andrew catherdral. The western side remained dark, which create a shading. As a result the 2 side create a constrast (which i think is nice), so i decide to frame it with cloudy(Also have similar constrast) back ground, and press the trigger!

Title --> Opposites
Technique --> Negative Space + Fill the Frame

Description -->

A simple night shot, utilising existing orange light to give this image some dimension and warm around the cathedral , and use the night sky a canvas. Black and warming colours looks kind of weird, but I think i shall experiment with this, so here comes the end product.

lol

2008-05-12T22:23:00.003+08:00

hooooo~~~, ha chew!~~~

Ah, this place has become so dusty -_-, almost unrecognisable.
Finally i'm back from the everyday war. Well, i sustained quite a few injuries here and there. Hmm, a few broken hearts , and few back stabs haha. Also I have being used as an experimented subject --> lmagine what Aliens did when they aduct people.

Hmm, guess i'm super lucky to be alive, and gain a new chances to develope a new body amour that gain me flight capability and advances navigation and weapon systems........... alright STOP....

Too late, Too little

2008-01-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

Ended this afternoon in a perfect disaster,
my very 1st test of the term is going to be disaster,
I threw away 20 marks,and possibly more then that
as i written my test paper in pencil.
Those decisive errors means an
Should I have finished my last 2 questions 10mins quicker,
then my effort won't be wasted.
It's too late, I'm doomed for a B.
The many revisions and practises proved just too little,
or maybe it's just a waste of time.

"Those who work hard, will succeed.",
but I always find myself stuck in the reverse.
Or maybe effort just don't correlate with success,
or simply it's just a fairy tale,
that some other innocences will believe.

Plans

2007-08-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

Pondering : It's holidays, what to do next? Can any body give me am idea?

Haha, it seems that every holidays, this sort of problem will arises. No doubt.
For the pass few days seem holidays started, i have been repeating a daily routine:

wait up, eat, watch tv, go to Internet, eat again, watch tv, go Internet and sleep.

Not thing interesting. The only meaningful thing so far i did is to go Seoul Garden to have my lunch together with a few friends. I don't really like greasy stuff for my lunch. Anyway , the purpose was to celebrate the end of semester 1, it does has it significances, never mind .

So whats the plan now?
Alright, i do have 2 plans so far.

http://chrisjuergensen.com to learn whatever i can.

And to watch 2 differents movies, namely 'Secret' and something 'all mighty'(cannot remember the title) with my friends, in 2 different dates.

Well, i have yet to come up with a 3rd yet, so , i guess i can just let nature take its cause.

A random pic. One of my aim is to play that guitar. I guess you all know the name of it.

Finally

2007-08-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

The hectic school season has finally ended, and a month long holidays has begun.
In conclusion, look likes the lack of motivation has already spelled great disaster in exams and tests, soon , the results will be revealed.
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PLEASE , admit it. It's not lack of motivation , you are simply lazy, not hard working enough, that's why you screw your programming module and structure Analysis. And admit it, you take too much short cuts in the process of revising , so it's not surprising you cannot get an A for structure concrete design. You Deserve it!
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Oh , no, it's not lack of motivations , you have simply devoted too much energy in doing group projects. Bare in mind, you are doing something good for youself and your team mates . Remember? your idea contributed to the group report, which prove to be successful? And the additional alternative to present the VB project? How about the .........................
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Back to reality , well, i should make it clear that it's a group projects, my teamates have also devoted their energies, it's not about just about myself . Success is not simply about how I performed, it's about how the group work together in this case. I have to bare in mind that every individual have made contribution , they also deserve the credits.

Back to the topic, since they are able to do well in exams, why can't I do well?

It just all about my mentality.

Bands I wanna See in Singapore!!

2007-08-11T02:01:00.001+08:00

Band musics, they are the best mental supplements for me when
I'm doing the most boring, and hypnotising things in the world .
like school works....... there always a consequences for not being able to do well,
all kinds of it you can imagine, considering several factors. -_-

My unwillingness of bearing the the consequences of not doing those torturous jobs,
is always having conflict with my unwillingness of doing them.
So the end product that came out of the conflict zone is me,
being mentally reduce to half dead beings .
It's tiring a process to end up being trapped between the
Angels and Demons... erh no it is --> Spinach and Chocolate of mine.

So the solution of reanimating the half dead , to make it more productive is to listen to band musics.
But bare in mind. Not every thing suits my taste, so what i list, will be what i really like.

Bands I wanna See in Singapore

Tokyo Jihen (Japanese )
My Chemical Romamce
Hanson
Oasis
Saosin
Mr Children (Japanese)
Coldplay
Linkin Park
Beatles ( If i'm born 40 years earlier)
五月天

Well , I like bands a lot , the listing is only a faction of bands i like, i too adore certain artists ,

because their musics seems to have the X factor of reanimating me.

Maybe, the impact is more than that.

人生海海

2007-07-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

忽然有一种冲动，就翻了翻橱柜里的 CD，

把五月天的第三张专辑，‘人生海海’找出来。

把好几首歌 RIP 进去 Media Player 里。

专辑当中有我喜欢的两首歌，人生海海与纯真，

6 年前发行，当时还是6年级的小学生。

6年级，那时是个非常关键的一年，

能否考上中学，就要看 PSLE 成绩了。

回想起来，‘关键’在那时好像不存在于我的‘词典’里。

小学时，很轻松，没有太多烦恼，

所以干了很多蠢事。

哈，忽然有点怀念以前，
现在希望日后，
能回到
人生海海的时光。

~

就算是整个世界
把我抛弃
而至少快乐伤心我自己决定
所以我说就让他去
我知道潮落之后一定有潮起
有什么了不起。

~
。

看不惯

2007-07-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

Daryl Lee，班上的一位同学，
高大，长相还不错。
不过是个较顽皮的学生。
上课不专心，常满口‘三字经’，
说话比讲师还大声。
其他的一举一动，不说了。
基本上是老师‘眼中钉’。

班上过半同学，喜欢和他在一起。
因为他是在无趣的课堂上，
唯一的消遣，取乐的对象。
消遣，取乐？对，没说错。
看过他们的‘整人一百招’，
玩法很有‘创意’，
‘道具’也不少了，鸡蛋，石块，生猪肉（失败），等等。
这是他们对他开的‘小’玩笑。

大家，也许我说得有点过分，
但我认为，这和欺负已经没有两样。

我看不惯，不喜欢以多欺少。

我看不惯，他们加以影响了他的成绩后，取笑他必定会重修科目。

我更看不惯，他为了继续和他们的‘友情’，丢下了自尊。

07/07/2007 AD

2007-07-08T02:10:00.000+08:00

公元 2007年7月7号，

是许多人西方人争相订婚结婚的大喜日。
在西方人眼里，7 是完美的象征。
当天结婚，未了的生活，将会美满。
和东方人相信在 2006年6月6号,结婚,办大事,将来会是 '六六大顺' 的.
相反的,当天是西方人认为,代表邪恶的撒旦,在次降临人间的忌日.
虽然东方人与西方人,有选好日子办大事的共同点, 但文化依然还是有差异的.

在同一天,

世界七大洲的代表城市,以接力的方式 , 在24小时里,
向人类,传达重要的信息.
那就是全球暖化，与温室效应的危机。
希望更多的人们关心，和对此作出行动，减缓全球暖化和温室效应，
所带来的种种冲击。

自从 17世纪工业革命已来，
城市迅速发展，文明不断在各个领域，如科学与生活水平，不断的进步与提升。
大部分人都重中获利良多。
但，进步，也同时对我们自己，与大家居住的地球，
带来了不小的伤害。

人类越是进步，能源需求也不断扩大，
从早期的燃烧煤炭，到现今的石油，不停的向大气排放出有害气体，
气体对生态环境造成了影响，
但其中为CO2二氧化碳，是温室效应的罪魁祸首。
虽然现代有不同的发电法，如核电，天然气，和洁能的太阳能等等，
但石油还是在能源市场山占有60%以上。

这60%对人们所带来的，只有更变幻无常的天气
更强了的台风，还有减少农耕收成。
对经济与人们的生活带来不小的冲击。

举例，

美国近期的暖冬，
中国部分地区干旱或暴雨成灾愈来愈平繁，
以美国新奥尔兰卡特蕾娜风灾最为严重。
当然，还有许多的例子，
都是大家，能看到，感觉得到的。

各位，不管你是东方人，西方人，

你们有多么不同的文化背景，

宗教，

肤色，

有没有看过 LIVE EARTH,

希望大家，

为自己的家，

理想与未来，

下一代，

努力一点，

为缓解温室效应出一份力吧。

I mess it up guys.

2007-07-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

Load to Weight ratio, 92+

Really sorry, i really didn't expect the test result to be so bad. It's simply catastrophic , the result is far from expectations and SAP2000 simulation.

I have anticipated a joint failure would occur at a point i predicted, however i missed out a very important joint at one of the points, i guess I'm too over confident with the truss itself, sorry.

Well, i think it's the problem with my workman ship, thus , laid waste all the researches i have done earlier.
And if i could discover the problem earlier, that wouldn't happen.

Guys, we all have put in a lot of time in fabricating the truss, i really appreciate your commitment
and the tremendous effort being made to the truss.

Anthony , 克宇, sorry.

茅与盾

2007-07-02T01:26:00.000+08:00

茅与盾

人物：买兵器的人，卖武器的商人。

故事情节

从前，有一位卖兵器的人，到了城里据说专卖最精良兵器的店铺，买茅与盾。商人见他，便向他推销。 “这位大爷真实视货啊，摆
在您眼前的茅与盾，是世界最好的。”，商人便跟着详细的解说：“我的茅，可厉害啦，能刺破天下所有的盾，而我的盾，可以挡下天
下所有的茅，绝对实世间极品。”

买兵器的人，想了想，提出了疑:" 你的茅能破天下盾, 那是否可以破此盾?, 那能挡天下茅的盾,可以挡下你的茅吗?"

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心与脑

人物 : 自己, 心, 脑.

故事情节:

混乱.

寄放处

2007-06-26T23:51:00.000+08:00

累了，也装不下了。

所以特地在此找了一些空间.

寄放着一天的五颜六色.

寄放着自己对‘事’的不满.

寄放空虚和负担.

也在这里暂时放下脸上的‘完美面具’.

让心解焖 .给自己好过多一些.

还有，寄放，

希望
与
差一点就忘掉的梦想，和朋友的约定。