I made a few promise to myself and i manage to fufilled 60% , achieve moderate success for 20% and terribly flucked the rest.

60%:
1. Manage to keep my GPA above 3.5 limit in sem 1.
2. Manage to fight back for my result despite initiate set backs.
3. Watched 5 ++ movie in a month.
4. Went to a few restaurant that I never even dare to venture before.
5. Manage to lower down my "complaining" tendencies.
6. Establish a facebook account.
7. Currently manage to keep my results above the 80 limit.
8. Drank alcohol.

20%
1. Some what better anger management.
2. Some what better physical attributes than before.
3. Some what able to make calls to agencies and authorities.

60% flunked:
1. Couldn't deliver my words efficiently.
2. Interpersonal relationship as bad as ever.
3. More isolated than ever.
4. Topics for conversation are as dry and narrow as ever.
5. Think too much and think too little.
6. Unable to establish trust from people.
7. Still a miser who wants to have 7 wifes, and still single and available.

For 2008, I never truely felt happy.
I want friends who can introduce me to new stuffs and more than willing to exchange new ideas with me .
I want TO CONVINCE.
I want someone who can share my happiness and success.
And lastly I want a birthday cake.
They mean a lot to me.

I guess i have terribly wasted my last year in poly before going NS.

FUCK.

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As a matter of fact, I'm more then willing to
help people to solve their questions with bits and pieces of my incoherent knowledge.

But don't ask it last minute...

And please don't give me the "fuck lah" look if I refuse to

And please do not treat me as a nerd or something...

And approach me because there is something to be done...

I'm no "working man"...



I enjoy mental stimulations and playing too...

Looks like this new year eve is going to be as usual...

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I know where I am now.

I'm somewhere in the middle.

So I'm no where near equilibrium.

That's a difficult situation.

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Erh, hmm

The automobile makers are stress
The bankers are stress
The policy makers are stress
The grey, blue, white collars are stress
The students are stress
The loving couples are stress
The charity organisation are stress
The pirates are going to feel the stresses

YES YES YES, the world is going to be crushed by STRESS SOON!!!
Our mind is going to distort by STRESS any sooner!!!

SO why bother being masochistic and inflict yourself with STRESS?


Ya, you you you you and you.

Alamak!!

I'm stress by stress literally.

hmm

There's a differences between "I want" and " I need".

But I can't differentiate "I want" and " I need" verbally.

But i'm certain I want this element: " I love".

However I guess I need " I miss" too.

hmm

I guess I see the differences now.

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This past few days kept me rather busy.

Monday: 1st task is to complete my remaining fyp feild work, after that went SLA burrow equipment.

Tuesday: Using the burrow equipment to conduct the last task for fyp, met with a lot of trouble. Basically the whole tuesday afternoon was wasted. Every one were frustrated with the progress, then jeff was the 1st to respond positively to the situation, and called for an appointment to reconfigure the equipment.

Christmas eve: We went for the appointment at bishan GPS land at 0900 to reconfigure the machine and ourself for 90 minutes. The weather was bad and we ended up playing facebook before the weather allow us to conduct our last task at 1230, till 1630. In between there's a 15 break where jeff mentioned to me about " courage obtains happiness".

At 1640 met jackson to go Kublai khan. With high hopes and anticipation, we fall flat to ground.
Although the place was virtually full, the food is ok only. It's not worth to pay $35++ for the buffet. 3/5.

Christmas: Was planning to slack and rot at home when zhi yan and chee ask dinner outing at cityhall area. We read the menus from Billy Bombers, MOF, cafe cartel, we consider seoul garden ,sakue sushi, 莆田. Eventually we settle down at Asian cafe ( cannot remember the actual name). Quantity is great, quality is good, price is very cheap. 4/5. It will not be the last time i'll go there. It couldn't be even more perfect if we are able to get our christmas gifts. lol

26/12/2008: To conclude, previous 4 days is equivalent to my typical 10 days. I have met many people with great ideas and capabilities. We have completed all our feild work despite the bad weather. I have tasted good & bad food with my friends despite I'm almost on the blink of bankruptcy.


Yes, i have suffered some disappointments but I can proudly say that i have enjoyed, and i'm happy.


9 more hours before work commences.

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whether intentionally or sub consciously,
I have taken too much advantages from my close ones.
making use of them to keep myself from what I deem as
"unwanted situation".

I made them my Kevlar.

I have been dodging too much. Too evasive.


holy shit.

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this week is pretty intensive.
The final year project is pretty tough, especially at this stage of time,
when monsoon season arrives.

Well, currently everything is progressing at a reasonable pace despite suffering a few set backs.
Millions of thanks to both jeff and melvin for handling their respective responsibility well, and have taken every initiative to make things run more smoothly.

I'm not satisfy of my performances as a team player. I suppose there's a need for me to realize that just how mediocre I am for the whole week.

1st: Again my indecisiveness.
2nd: Always the last to get to know the situation.
3rd: NOT SERIOUS, and try to joke my way through.

Oh, it's pretty jia lat issin't it?
I guess there is more for me to do inorder to be valuable asset to the team.
I have to be serious.

serious.

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you said "i'm happy"

or you just said "Unhappy"?

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